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This Sucks

Mon Nov 16, 2009, 4:10 PM
God. Love. Sucks. So. Much. Ass. Like. At first me and Brian would text every morning and as soon as we got outta school. And call eachother until like 11. (on school days) And on Weekends I would call him and wake him up at 11AM and talk until 1 (he'd get tired). And it was awesome. Now, no texting in the morning, haven't talked since Halloween, and that was for an hour. And I have to text HIM to get him to talk to me in the afternoon... I don't understand... Why doesn't he wanna talk that much anymore? I loved it... now I'm worried... What if he doesn't care for me that much anymore... I mean, I have tried to tell myself to be happy bc he's most likely hanging out with friends... but... I just can't... It's hard. In the morning I'm depressed. Today we talked texted for an hour... if that! Omg... It's hard not to talk to him that much... it hurts. Really bad. I hate being dependent on people. And I totally leaned on him... and now im worried.. What if he like... found someone else and is just avoiding me. God. I trust him... but he can find so much better. Idk. I want him to find someone that can treat him perfectly... in ways I can't. But I want to be with him. I love him to death.

I really do... God. Idk... I don't want to tell him any of this cause then he'll feel pressured into talking to me and stuff... I hate stress....

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  • Eating: Gum?
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Hey. Name's Brittany. Now that that's over with let's get down to buisness. I am a bitch. That is your fair warning. you ask me if you're fat, I'll tell you the truth in the bluntest way possible. I don't hold back, so if you want to know, think before you ask me. I do NOT care what the color of your skin is, your height, weight, etc.. I WILL come after you if you fuck with me and/or my friends. I fave a lot. You don't like it, which would be absurd, then don't talk to me. You diss me. Blocked. Now I don't have to look at that clump you call a face. I am very outgoing, happy-go-lucky and I never refuse a dare. My friends tell me to do something in public, I'll do it. Usually they're the ones that tell me not to do it, not my mind. If you are in your early teens and you claim that you're bi. I already hate you. Lose your virginity first, then decide. You're only bi because your brain is telling you to experiment since it hasn't had sexual content with the oppiste sex. Capiche? I cannot stand people that claim they are something. the most common: Scene and random. I hate those bright colored neon pants. You only wear those to get attention. And random. If you CLAIM that you are something, you are automatically a POSER. Oh I'm so random LA LA LA LA. NO YOU ARE NOT! SHUT THE FUCK UP BEFORE I STAB YOU WITH A FORK AND TWIRL YOUR INSIDES LIKE SPAGHETTI! I also hate people that say: Rawr, fishtacos, tacos, waffles, muffins, pancakes. THOSE ARE OVERUSED "Random" TERMS! BE CREATIVE! Now that you know what is on my mind, always remember before you ask me something, think about it and brace yourself for the BLUNT TRUTH.

Before I offically leave, I would like to say, I do love to write. And read, once again, I don't care what you say about me. Because I don't care. You don't know me/ nor will you get the chance to. Tough luck. I can be very laid-back but I set off easily. If you send me a diss or hate comment as I block you, I will be dying of laughter. So go ahead, diss me and make my day. Humor me.

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  • Current Residence: In your pantry
  • Interests: Reading, Writing, eating, taking pictures, being lazy
  • Favourite movie: The Strangers
  • Favourite band or musician: Within Temptation, Escape The Fate, Blessthefall, Evanescence, Skylit Drive
  • Favourite genre of music: Emo, Screamo, gothic-metal, metal, heavy metal, alternative rock
  • Favourite artist: My Friends
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe, and my friends
  • Favourite photographer: Niki
  • Favourite style of art: all
  • Operating System: wth is tht??
  • MP3 player of choice: um..i cant memba wat mines called...
  • Shell of choice: uhhhhhhhh
  • Wallpaper of choice: i don't like wallpaper, it suficated and rapes ur walls
  • Skin of choice: the one tht doesnt let ppl c ur insides...unles they're neji,sasuke,or itaci cus they can c you
  • Favourite game: idk
  • Favourite gaming platform: Ps3
  • Favourite cartoon character: all ppls in akatsuki,shikamaru,ed,um...koga
  • Personal Quote: IM NOT RETARDED... ITS MENTALY UNSTABLE...GAWD!!!! GET IT RIGHT!!
  • Tools of the Trade: uh.... wat

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~gallophome Nov 16, 2009, 4:01:41 PM
Thanks for the Fav :)
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~deidarasbabe Nov 16, 2009, 4:03:07 PM
:iconnoproblemplz:

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=mariangelkiss Nov 13, 2009, 2:50:10 AM
thank you so much :heart:

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~deidarasbabe Nov 14, 2009, 8:01:35 PM
Np!

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Never take life seriously. No one makes it out alive anyway!

"When the moon in the sky is round and bright. Evil comes out to play at night. Witches cavort and mad men rave. And creatures reach out from beyond the grave" - Druid Prophecy
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=mariangelkiss Nov 5, 2009, 1:36:54 AM
Thanks for the :+fav:!

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~deidarasbabe Nov 9, 2009, 3:05:49 PM
No problem love! Your gallery is just so awesome! I have to keep faving! lol!

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Never take life seriously. No one makes it out alive anyway!

"When the moon in the sky is round and bright. Evil comes out to play at night. Witches cavort and mad men rave. And creatures reach out from beyond the grave" - Druid Prophecy
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=mariangelkiss Nov 9, 2009, 3:14:20 PM
:tighthug:

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~deidarasbabe Nov 12, 2009, 5:29:10 PM
Yayness for hugs! 8'D

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Never take life seriously. No one makes it out alive anyway!

"When the moon in the sky is round and bright. Evil comes out to play at night. Witches cavort and mad men rave. And creatures reach out from beyond the grave" - Druid Prophecy
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~amzilla89 Oct 29, 2009, 8:24:26 PM
Thanks for the fav :)
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~deidarasbabe Nov 4, 2009, 5:17:17 PM
:iconnoproblemplz:

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Never take life seriously. No one makes it out alive anyway!

"When the moon in the sky is round and bright. Evil comes out to play at night. Witches cavort and mad men rave. And creatures reach out from beyond the grave" - Druid Prophecy
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